i just had one of those beautiful, profound conversations with miss R Honey. We share the type of friendship that endures time and space, where we talk only every so often but can somehow always be caught up in each others lives like we speak on a daily basis. I think she's amazing, and i'm happy that we always somehow find each other.  Hopefully she can give me some girlfriend training, cuz i sure do need it. I can only hope i'm as good as her to my man as she is to hers. it's not often you find someone with such a heart to have the patience and clarity to see the good in others, like she has. Straight up, i respect that sooo much. your friendship is a blessing girl, i love you!

RHoney111 (1:35:44 AM): but i cant help it... when i know hes a good person with rough edges, i have to help him through those times even if it means not letting him hurt me in the process
RHoney111 (1:36:41 AM): then he works through them and hes such a better person bc he went through it ya know
RHoney111 (1:37:30 AM): and he knows that if he pushes me to hard then ill have to walk... and ill kill him
RHoney111 (1:37:32 AM): lol
RHoney111 (1:37:43 AM): hes got a good heart
vague thoughts (1:38:45 AM): thats awesome that youve realized that and you're willing to help him soften his edges
vague thoughts (1:38:51 AM): you're amazing girl

i think it takes a lot of maturity to look at another person and care for them so much that you're willing to not give up on them  and work with one another to make each other better people. I know thats the simple basis of genuine relationships, but obviously that idea is so foreign to me considering my (sorry) track record. It's fine though, because day by day i learn something new and i'm willing to be more patient and understanding. i know i've made my mistakes in the past, but i'm thankful that each mistake is another record in my data bank of experience. it's a scary process, but the natural high is worth it.