i've changed since this whole situation started. you may or may not know what i'm talking about, but that's beside the point. i need to vent. i am no longer the miss independent, i only-give-a-shit-about-me type of girl. Hey, i liked being that way. It suited me because i had things to do and no guy was worth it, anyways. Now, i've got shit to think about and it's stressing me out, even though it shouldn't. All of a sudden, i care. It's not really fair either, this isn't supposed to happen. Why am i making sacrifices when they aren't being reciprocated? Can i honestly say it's worth it?! However, too much of my pride stands in the way to ever let my true feelings show. And WTF, look at me, i'm a pity case blaming myself for all this. dammit, why the fuc/< was i sucked in? *cries* thats it. i'm going to sit in my room and listen to sad break up songs while i curl up inthe fetal position and sob my way to sleep. goodnight