i hate liking him so much.
i hate how he intimidates me.
i hate how i can't speak around him.
i hate how he's made me feel jealousy
i hate not being able to control my feelings
i hate how i feel like he's so out of my league.
i hate how my thoughts are filled with only him.
i hate how he made me cry and doesnt even know it.
i hate that i'm too hard headed and scared to show him my true feelings.
i hate how when he gives me the slightest touch, i want to be in his arms forever.

i think i love him.